Below are the 16 most recent journal entries recorded in im cute kill baby bunnies cute's LiveJournal:

Thursday, August 28th, 2003
12:40 am	long time gone hello im shure by now that no one reads my journal lol maybe my sister does but i never know. anyways i really have nothing to talk about lately ive just been hanging out before school starts ugh school... the even crappier thing about school is that it just happens to start dec 4th when ethan turns a year old great so ill be depressed and with homework! at least ill have my friends there or people who i call friends the only friends i think i actually trust and have are cyntheia eryn and kelly and jeff even though i dont get to see any of them half as much as id like too oh and jerm and mando but yea... bryssa has drifted from me and i feel like denise is too chelsea and gloria and chatelle i dont get to hang out with alot and there like "popular" and i feel weird hanging out with their friends suddenly i feel really alone and petheitic! well i get some new stuff for school soon fun again i really dont like shopping its so hard to please me lol. i think im just gunna get some patches and a pair of jeans and a couple shirts and just make shit. oh yea and just to let whoever is reading this know i am officially a raving lunitic (the lamp told me...baa)oh yea at jen's party there was really cool bands and i met darhma from darhma and greg shes really nice but shes smokes crack and for some reason she wouldnt give me her autograph but oh well. haha i was looking back on some of the past journals i wrote man i wouldnt blame you if you didnt read my journal anymore lol well yea im gunna go have a happy new year and Tod bless your ass! Current Mood: pethetic Current Music: i dunno (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 13th, 2003
12:28 am	rape this didnt actually happen to me or to anyone i really know but god theres been a lot of talk about it on tv i mean these young girls boys even its disgusting i mean who would do something so so wrong HOW could someone do something so wrong i mean god what has this stupid world come to anyways stupid jerk offs trying to get laid hmm and getting laid is good even if you have to drug someone or kill them to do it yea thats really cool. sorry i dont know why but this has been important to me today and i dont know why. but then theres the victims some of them are already dead but i mean what about the people who have to live with it there whole lives and then they just think its there fault and never go to the doctor or a lawer or thereapist they usually dont even go to there paerents until they cant stand the nightmares and flashbacks anymore. im sorry if this disturbs anyone but im just soo mad right now! grr. anyways ill let you all go back to your happy wonderful lives ugh yea right like any of our lives are that great. bye. Current Mood: angry Current Music: some rap shit thats on tv (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 15th, 2003
8:41 pm	summer ok i know i havnt written in a long time but thats ok cuz no one listens lol but yea i graduated and its the summer! finally i deserve it but its kind of boring im probly gunna be a downtown alot with kelly and cyn. i feel bad for her right now her boyfriend jeff is at the river and there like never apart lol but its ok shell live. oh this summer isnt gunna be all boring i got a lil job helping out this couple who just had 4 babies it will be kool and it will occupy me over the summer! i just love babies! this summer i plan on hangin out going to shows and making new friends and hanging out with my sisters shawna and lyndsey. well im gunna go theres not much to say luv yall bye! Current Mood: blank Current Music: subhumans apathy (Comment on this)
Monday, April 28th, 2003
9:33 pm	argh ok i am just so argh right now homework is a lot of pressure family is pressure i cant even sleep the only thing that seems to let me have fun is going out with friends and crap its just so much fun and its kool to get to so my friends that i dont get to see in skool the bad thing is i only get to see them like once a week! i want a bf really bad i miss having one and everyone seems to be together with someone i wish i could find a nice cute guy like cintheia did! argh lol there i go again and how come joker cant see that i like him ??? maybe he sees but damn his gf i mean im really happy for him ya know cuz i want him to be happy but why cant i be happy too? anyways i want to take cin and kelly to holly wood and spend tha night at my sisters that would be kool or to rocky horror that would be kool too! i wanna cut my hair and i think im gunna change the color too! well g2g ttyl bye Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: blah (Comment on this)
Friday, March 28th, 2003
9:07 pm	sorry today has pretty much sucked here are the bad things : one of my really awesome funny friends is moving to korea and today was her last day. my best friend didnt come to skool today and i was like really bored. i cant go see save ferris tonight bcuz no one else can i dont have money. the good things : i get to spend the whole weekend celebrating her bday! woot but thats basically it! i have a song for everyone here it is:So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, Blue skys from pain. Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? And did they get you to trade Your heros for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange A walk on part in the war For a lead role in a cage? How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls Swimming in a fish bowl, Year after year, Running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here. i *heart* that song bye *tear* Current Mood: depressed Current Music: pink floyd (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 1st, 2003
5:59 pm	nothing hey whats uppa? me nuthing like always i just got home from spendin tha night at bryssas and my cuzins are here they brought sara the baby with them she so adorable!i miss all my freinds so much from dtd everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh but not angela so anyways i cant beleive that tammy and kelly arent friends anymore! well i have noothing to say so bye Current Mood: depressed Current Music: for whom the bell tolls by metallica (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 27th, 2003
9:58 pm	very bored oki doki well since i havnt said anything in a long while i thought i might just type a while on friday im going to spend the night at bryssas house im soo pissed cuz my science teacher wont let me go on the art feildtrip to the house of blues cuz she says im failing but she also says that im only missing 2 assignments! argh but any who i g2g bye Current Mood: angry Current Music: coldplay (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 16th, 2003
10:12 pm	sorry sorry yall i havnt written in a looong time but thats ok right? no one is that interested in my life right? well anywho i felt like typing and what would be a better place to type? haha does this entry have too many ?'s? i guess so ill stop! so anyways this was my vday weekend: on friday i went to skool passed out valentimes (barny and sesimee street to be exact) and then i went to the shoe store but too much for shoes then i went to danielles house and spent the night there and we saw a movie at 8:00 it was how to loose a guy in 10 days funny movie but anyway then we walked to her house at 10 and then we watched big fat greek wedding also a very funny movie then we went to sleep in the morning i played sims and went home took a shower and lounged at the house then today sunday i went to the block with bryssa and we had a lot of fun! checkin out all them hott guys at the block and vans skate park! then i came home and started typing this tomorrow bryssa is gunna come over and were gunna bake adam a cake! hehe its gunna be gggrreaat! well i know im boring whoever is reading this so byes! Current Mood: devious Current Music: wanda jackson (cuz i just herd it in bryssas car) (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 9th, 2003
8:35 pm	today is sunday well today is sunday and its pertty kool last night i went to this church thingi with bryssa (i took her) and it was in yorba linda and it was really boring so we walked down the streest and bought ice cream at the liquor store then we went to this guy mikes party and hung out for a while then we went to my house and we were really hyper calling a lot of people and we wanted to go outside and run but i couldnt and so we finally went to sleep at like 2:00 am and today we made "strawberry" pancakes then bryssa cleaned my room and later on we went to DTD to see "darkness falls" and it wasnt that great but it was funny cuz we were all yelling and screaming and stuff and then we saw trisha and cyntheia and it was fun for a while but then we had to go which really stinkeded but it ok i guess :'( but yea so bryssa if i left anything out please tell me so i cant fix it well ttyl luv yall bye Current Mood: confused Current Music: system of a down : aieao (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 4th, 2003
9:46 pm	long time no write hey yall, well im sorry i havnt written in a couple of days i have been pertty bisy saturday night with my sister and kelly was really fun i wanna go again! right now im watching daria. well yo i really dont have that much to say tho im really board and i wanna type but sorry! skool is going pretty good lately actually altho i really dont want to be there and i think im sick, anyways in art were doing clay and i love it! its like really fun and im good at it... at least i think i am lol but sides that. well cyntheia is transfering skools and that REALLY sux ass but the good thing is that the stupid angela left shes such a butt well anyways ill ttyl bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye! chelsea Current Mood: artistic Current Music: i dunno (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 1st, 2003
2:40 pm	board yo homie g's today i am board tonight im gunna hav fun tho fo sheezie but anycrap were ( me kelly and hopefully tammy)going to the rocky horror picture show with my sister at midnight but b4 that were gunna chill it at my sisters appt. and watch super troopers and giggle maybe even watch zoolander then were gunna walk around her appt. complex and hit on all the ugly guys ooo so fun huh then were gunna get ready and hen FINALLY head out to the show dosent that sound much better than what im doing right now (which is watching snl with blink 18SUK playing and my lil sis askin me ?'s)oh yea and im talking to the amazing jackie gonzalas well anycrap im too board to type so yea imma go byes Current Mood: bored Current Music: dead milkmen (Comment on this)
Friday, January 31st, 2003
9:55 pm	moo this is my moo page i keep wrighting so mucho today bcuz im REALLY board and i heart this journal thingi sooooo mucho thanx lots kelly kelly kelly! well i know were gunna have a totally tubular weeked yo fo shizzle! (im mixing themes) but anycrap its all good right? well i just wanted to share a song its by the white stripes!: fall is here hear the yell back to school ring the bell brand new shoes walking blues climb the fence books and pens i can tell that we are gunna be friends walk with me suzy lee throught the park and by the tree we will rest upon the ground and look at all the bugs we found then safetly walk to school without a sound well here we are no one else we walked to school all by ourselves there's dirt on our uniforms from chasing all the ants and worms we clean up and now it's time to learn numbers letters learn to spell nouns and books and show and tell at playtime we will throw the ball back to class through the hall teacher marks our hight against the wall and we don't notice any time pass we don't noticed anything we sit side by side in every class teacher thinks that i sound funny but she likes the way you sing tonight i'll dream while im in bed when silly thoughts go through my head about the bugs and alphabet and when i wake tommorrow i'll bet that you and i will walk together again cause i can tell that we are gunna be friends yay well i think that was a very good song dont you think i have a wonderful voice? well night night im tired and my bak hurts ttyl bye! Current Mood: confused Current Music: white stripes (who else?!?) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
8:59 pm	well tommorrow im going to my sisters appt. with kelly and tammy to chill it til midnight then were gunna see rocky horror oh yea lol fun fun fun! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
6:02 pm	freinds well oki doki now this is my first entry and i dont want it to sound cheesy but oh well! here goes nuthin...ok my friends are pretty kool ya know i got bryssa whoes my best friend, and my whole gang at DTD that has changed my life (for the better) among that group is the wonderful kelly and tammy, exotic cintheia and trisha, the hyper dood joey, and shy guy jessie! if i left any of you out i am soo sorry i cant think straight today anyway oh yea and the weirdo freddy! then there are my other friends at skool chelsea, chatelle, gloria, yea that whole gang! chatelle seems to kind of be changing right now but its pretty for the good shes going rocker the only thing i dont like is that she hangs out more wtih lori then me!!! but its all good! me and chelsea have always been a kind of rocky friendship its kindof weird bcuz we have like nothing in common anymore but we always end up getting along! now gloria she's like my preppy hip hop best friend i love her to death like bryssa! shes always really funny and weird like me we make up so many jokes like "the constipation of my dalmation spot and the bowels and the bowels muhaha!" its great. same thing with me and bryssa we always have a lot of fun in math lol but anycrap those are some of my freinds and their profiles! luv ya lots! bye bye (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 30th, 2003
5:13 pm	i *heart* you ello my skwurl i set up this live journal for you now its up to you to keep it up.. i heart you major... .so yea ill see you this weekend.. myemye *~*Heart*~* your llama Current Mood: artistic Current Music: the osmonds (its on the commercial) (Comment on this)
5:09 pm	ello ello my skwurl i set up this live journal for you now its up to you to keep it up.. i heart you major... .so yea ill see you this weekend.. myemye *~*Heart*~* your llama Current Mood: artistic Current Music: the osmonds (they were on the commercial) (Comment on this)